Please don't make judgements...

I haven't been on line for a few days. There was some problem with the internet line. Had a long day of extensive cooking and driving.
And just as the day was ending something happened.

I don't like anyone to judge me. Or give a verdict to me. I get deffensive. I know that is not good. But I can't help it. I have not found a way to overcome that.

I don't know if you can take it when someone doesn't give credit to any good you do but at one single mistake you are like fired by a machine gun. If you can just sit quiet and listen I salute you. I can't.

I know I'm stubborn but that doesn't mean I can't accept what you're saying to me if its not on my side. Or if you're trying to pin point that I'm not doing something right. Sure I will argue a bit. That does not mean I don't accept. I think I'm quite civilised. You just need to convey the message in a better way rather. I'm only human. Maybe a lousy one.

I'm mumbling now. I guess I should stop.
May Allah show me the right path. All I want is to get HIS blessings and be in HIS jannah.

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